I’m scared of change. But the change that I fear is a might. And change is a future thing. What about the certain and the now? Can I just fully love the now without the fear? But I’m scared. Remember dialectical thinking. Both and. I’m scared. And. There is so much to be grateful for right now. Can I switch to giving mode? To not worry about what I might lose. And focus on love—love that can fuel a fountain of giving. Both feelings together.